[Maybe it is stupid, but it's all he's got right now, and doing nothing at all is driving him mad. Although surprisingly enough, Machina doesn't get huffy or pissy or anything at being called out on his crap. There's nothing from him in response, because he's so far gone, over two years since he was branded, that his feelings have finally surrendered as payment for power.]
I don't know. That's the problem. Maybe I get killed in the process and he jumps in to try to stop it. He has done stuff like that before. Or...
I am a White Tiger l'Cie. Izana is the only person left here from Rubrum. I've been ordered to kill my own people before and I've done it. I couldn't stop myself.
[It was horrifying to move as a living weapon and be powerless to stop himself.]
It might not matter. The Crystal isn't here; I would know if it were. But I know that I almost killed Sora once because I lost control.
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I don't know. That's the problem. Maybe I get killed in the process and he jumps in to try to stop it. He has done stuff like that before. Or...
I am a White Tiger l'Cie. Izana is the only person left here from Rubrum. I've been ordered to kill my own people before and I've done it. I couldn't stop myself.
[It was horrifying to move as a living weapon and be powerless to stop himself.]
It might not matter. The Crystal isn't here; I would know if it were. But I know that I almost killed Sora once because I lost control.