[Yeah, no. Finding out from Lumina is bound to head down the road of inconsistencies and lies just to get a rise out of Noel. No thanks.
Lightning lets her finger trace along the rim of the glass, trying to think of where to begin. The start would be a good place.]
You know what happened after Serah died. The world was consumed by Chaos... I fell into a long, crystal sleep. When I did, my wish to save Serah's soul was so great that I created a vessel -- something to keep Serah's soul safe while I was asleep. Someone...
[As strange as that sounds, but Lightning keeps her gaze fixed on Noel.]
When a person dies, their soul melts into the Chaos. Without me, Serah's soul would have been lost... I wanted to remember.
[Another pause, because she's about to head into uncertain territory again. Noel had stopped her from telling the story once before, so she starts slow, giving him the opportunity to stop her if he wishes to.]
Bhunivelze wanted to create a world without Chaos. His new world would be filled with brave souls... people without regret or sadness.
[Noel feels conflicted about the next part but he remains silent, giving her a small nod to continue.
If Lumina harbored Serah's soul (even when she's alive and well here) than Noel can't help but feel like they should protect the girl somehow. As strange as she is in both her creation and purpose...
And a world without Chaos, regret or sadness... That seems like a strange concept. What would a world like that be like... Timeless.]
[She takes that nod as confirmation to continue, but she conveniently leaves out any details that might relate to Noel in any way. That's a story for another time.]
Without the Chaos, all of the souls of the dead would be lost. No one would remember them. Anyone's memories of the dead gone. It would be as if they never existed. Before... [Lightning breathes an uncomfortable sigh.] Before I went to defeat Bhunivelze, Lumina returned Serah's soul to me.
Sometimes, I'm not sure I really understand why or how...
[He'll be thankful for her omission later. Noel is still very wary about hearing about his future self. He's unlike Snow who wanted to know. He'd rather not.]
I can't say I understand why she would do that either... She seems like a very independent person.
[And wanting to help Lightning like that... Well... Lumina's motives are never clear it seems.]
What do you want to do with her, Lightning? Here.
[Which is an important question and decision that Lightning has to make.]
[Lumina's motives are the biggest mystery. One moment, it feels like she's trying to cause her grief for a laugh and the next, she's begging Lightning to stay with her while the rest of the world turns to ash beneath all the Chaos.
Her fingers drum against the table again while she loses herself in deep thought -- it's a decision she's been trying to make, but one she hasn't figured out yet.]
I don't know. She's a troublemaker but she won't hurt anyone. For now, leave her alone.
[There's a twinge of guilt in the back of Lightning's mind for even thinking of leaving Lumina to fend for herself, but she's proven herself capable of doing it before. It's not like Verens is that much worse than their own world, if not better than.
She ... Yeah. Seems like a Farron, after all. [He doesn't mean that they really are related or anything like that, just that she does seem to have that same knack for fierce independence as the other two do.
He gives her a slightly curious look at the mention of Snow.]
[If there's any one thing she has in common with the actual Farron sisters, it's that she's just as self-sufficient (and stubborn) as they are. That's it, that's all. Other than that, Lightning will continue to convince herself that they are completely unrelated and totally different. Even though deep down, she probably knows better.]
Mhm. They don't exactly get along. I'd prefer it if she wasn't the one to spill all of the details about Snow's future to him because she 'felt like it.'
[For now, Lumina can continue being the stray cat she is. Hope, on the other hand...]
About that... Will we have the room?
[Their family is starting to grow again. Not that she has any issue with that -- in fact, she's quite happy to have Hope here with them as well, but the house is only so big and Lumina can't be a stray cat forever.]
[ Depending on the time of day, anyone chose to leave Lightning's home, there is a package sitting out front on the porch. There's a tag that states the box is for Lightning but nothing indicating who it might be from. if she chose to open the box instead of destroying it for being mysterious she'd find a bright pink handmade hoodie jacket. The back of the hoodie was handsitched of two Gunblades clashing like swords. They might look familiar to her since they bare a striking resemblance to hers and a certain moody teen's. Along the sleeves where made to looking like lightning strikes. ]
[Well this box is definitely a surprise. When Lightning is sure that no one is looking, she snatches the box up from the porch and brings it inside, taking it with her up into her room where she promptly closes the door. It's not the first time someone's left her a box in this manner and she doesn't find it suspicious at all.
She opens it, and what she finds inside makes her snort out loud. The bright pink colour, the stitching on the sleeves and upon unfolding it, the two gunblades clashing on the back...
Lightning laughs again and slides it on over her shirt. It fits just right, almost as if it had come from someone who knows her well. A friend, perhaps?
Whatever Squall is doing at the time, he'll suddenly receive a tiny little shock through his crystal -- it carries the same kind of tickle he might be familiar with. That's it. That's all she sends. It's her own way of saying thank you. And perhaps teasing him a little for the gunblades on the sweater.]
[Lightning looks around them, her smile fading a little. She really does love this house. It would be a shame to let it go and all of the memories with it.]
You did, especially. I'm... not sure what we would've done without you here.
[Not just the house, either. Lightning herself never wants to think about what she would have done without Noel here...]
[Noel chuckles lightly under his breath and taps the counter with a finger.]
You would have managed, I'm sure. You always do.
[He's being somewhat nonchalant about it but he does smile. It's nice to hear and he likes helping make their lives easier but still... They would have managed.]
[Lightning visibly flinches a little at that. It sounds eerily similar to what she'd said about Lumina earlier, about how she always manages, and while she doesn't think it was intentional, it still makes her tense.
Clearing her throat, Lightning nods.]
By the way. I'd appreciate it if you kept this between us for now... what we talked about.
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